nain's world: comment commenting

November 18, 2003

comment commenting

was looking at some old entries and discovered that someone named peter made a comment.
how very strange.
wonder how he got here, and what made him stay long enough to read something, and a bit flattered he felt compelled to comment.

going through blog growing pains.
a bit of shyness overcoming me again.

my initial entries were for me. an online diary.
I knew weez would read them since she was managing the site. a bit embarassed, but happy when she complimented and encouraged my writing.
then she added me to her blogrolling. me: hoping someone would be interested enough, that I would be interesting enough.
stagefright, yet wanting the applause. reticence/validation.
then another oyzon started reading. and another, and another.
then fele, liz, and now someone named peter.
the ripples are widening.

speaking of ripples, I was thinking of karma today, in terms of grand scale tragedy. I find it hard to believe that were a building to come crashing down without warning that everyone inside was on the receiving end of some karmic come-uppance. so my thought was that a person puts out a bad vibe. a ripple. and another person puts out a bad vibe. another ripple. well, you get enough ripples, you can end up with a tidal wave, my friend. a karmic imbalance. (is that an oxymoron?)

back to blogs:
whenever someone mentions that they read my blog, I revisit on what I've written in the past, see how it might look for yet another perspective.
so right now I'm thinking family reading this can hear me in their head rambling this off. but a stranger...well who knows?

so seats are slowly filling. of course my family is there in the first row, and friends file in. and now interested strangers....

thank you for coming. have a seat, kick your feet up.
welcome.

Posted by nain at November 18, 2003 11:57 PM

Comments

karmic imbalance. hmmm... well, from my limited understanding, there is a carryover of karma from one life to the next. if you want to know what karma you have done in the past, look at your life now. if you want to know your karma for the future, look at what you are doing now. it seems to me a bit of a cop-out though, to say, well, the person was in that collapsing house because of karma froma previous life. now, you are justifying events that are beyond the scope of your perceptions. i guess, first of all you have to believe in reincarnation. there is an argument that the mind arises from the moment before it, and since something cannot come from nothing, the mind was somewhere before and will go somewhere after this life. i don't quite understand this though. the only answer for sure, is to become enlightened, and that sure seems like a lot of work.
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Posted by: beaujay at November 20, 2003 01:26 AM

Elaine,
I have been reading your blog since you started. I also read Beau's (and of course, Elouise's).

I am fascinated by all the stories. Also having been a brat, there is much I relate to easily.

Yet I think the main reason I read things Oyzon is the complete and utter Oyzon overdose I received at Camp Owasco during your parents' recommittment ceremony. What a great weekend - what a great family.

My best to the boys...

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